This is my attempt To fall in love with everything I don’t tell my friends My problems it’s unsettling Terrified I hope That I don’t die by rope Life gets so intense Don’t stop I just keep pedaling I’m good at pretend Inside I keep on questioning I saw a UFO I wonder if they know I wonder if they know

I wonder if they know I’m even here (4x) Ouuu ouuu ouuu If there's life outside of earth And we were just, we were just stranded Disconnected How would they get the message We crash landed Oh, oh, oh, oh aw fuck I’m too dramatic Don’t know, oh, oh Life sucks hit autopilot So close I hold my nose The smell of matches Everything’s burning Chorus: I wonder if they know I’m even here I wonder if they even fucking care I don’t want to admit when I’m scared Your God had no answers for my prayers Yadda yadda no one fucking cares I’ve been stressing pulling out these hairs Tryna get head from a bitch All I get is fucking air I swear, I swear too much But what’s too much Who gives a fuck I wonder if they even fucking care Don’t fucking beam me up Scotty Imma stay right here Like Hemmingway with the shotty Fooled the metal detector I brought pity into the party I just made a new song Tired of thinking they fucking suck I done put my all in it Bank teller said not enough They sell you the regular And then tell you, you need deluxe I’m like what? I wonder if nobody even cares Do they even care On solid Ice I fall into despair Swing low we’ve all gotta go through things But I, I don’t know what’s fair My brother’s schizophrenic Not taking his medication The hardest part is knowing That I nothing I do can save him The first of my immediate siblings To got to college I wish we could go back to The day of his graduation Eating calamari it was all cool I swear it feel like a hell To hear him yell in his room It’s like I’m speaking to a shell Of someone I once knew He’s probably thinking to himself like shit I wonder if they know I’m even here There’s life outside of earth If there’s life outside of earth I wonder if they know I’m even here Yeah, I wonder if they know I’m even here Ouuu ouuu ouuu I wonder if they even fucking care I don’t want to end in self repair I wonder if they even know we’re here Yadda yadda no one fucking cares

That’s something you cannot buy OMG it’s fucking Khary Hottest nigga in yo party He got bitches, he got barbies I can’t take it imma faint Heard they signed em, he a slave Why you niggas gotta hate, no That’s something you cannot buy That’s something you cannot buy That’s something you cannot buy That’s something you cannot buy That’s something you That is something that you can-na-not buy Since the placenta I entered this fly Down to a science I’m feelin like Nye I don’t get drunk on the Cinco De My I’m in my trunk, in my bag every day Can’t buy a condo on minimum wage They want the secret man, they wanna pay That’s something you cannot buy That’s something you cannot buy That’s something you cannot buy You don’t understand my life I got demons deep inside Took some talent took some time That’s something you cannot buy Nigga could you put down five You ain’t smoking for, for free You ain’t smoking for, for free Get the fuck from front of me Clowns get hit in face with pie That’s something you cannot buy Ex girlfriend called me like hi Pressed that unavailable facetime That’s something you cannot buy I swear I’m too honest Today isn’t real and tomorrow isn’t promised Big bang theory we’re just children of the comets My brother was a geek used to sneak into his comics Stored them in our mothers basement when he moved Every holiday he came back and took a few Read about heroes that could save the whole world While we in real life looking for an Earth 2 The first one’s fucked And it’s all because the changing climates Polar bears on the atkins diet Coral reefs getting bleached like assholes From the waste of asshole with thumbs Can travel to space but we’re dumb The battle with fate’s never won Just colonized apes holding guns And plastics we’re magnets to matches The natural gasses we burn till we’re ashes I’m gonna leave here now

Met a lover at bar, I Shooting star, I’m Winding like roads Just another short car ride Full of long nights One thing I know You can only throw a rock so So far I’m skipping like stones Hit the weed calm down aye Have you ever been to six flags Well this shit like a rollercoaster You only wanna ride if you not gon’ throw up, aye Cuz I ain’t holdable I know that you fan know you hold the posters We all got a plan till we’re overdosing Up and down, another round I don’t want to see you drown Ahhh, why I get the attitude You done chose me already had a dude I can show you a good night or two All these questions Got me feeling like I’m on the view, aye Probably shouldn’t get your feet wet I ain’t singing Keith Sweat I’m the type to eat flesh Take your tape and eject I just get in the way I just get in the way I just get in the way I just get in the way I just get in the way I just get in the way I just get in the way I just get in the way And you say I’m a piece of shit But I’mma still give you good dick And you say I’m a piece of shit But I’mma still give you good dick And you say I’m a piece of shit But I’mma still give you good dick And you say I’m a piece of shit But I’mma still give you good dick Met a lover at bar, I Shooting star, I’m Winding like roads Just another short car ride Full of long nights One thing I know You can only throw a rock so So far I’m skipping like stones Is the glass half empty is it half full You can have half me, you don’t have to I know I’m a bad seed in the apple If I fall from the tree make you ah ou Maybe one day I’ll settle down Maybe one day but it’s not now Nothing you can say turn this flight round Stop tryna change what you like now It sounds great Dick down dates Turn into 10 pound weights Now you irate for something that I did not say Didn’t I say (I just get in the way) I’m a short car ride One you can hop on all night But you don’t wanna date me You don’t wanna date me You should probably run I’m a freak of nature And you say I’m a piece of shit But I’mma still give you good dick And you say I’m a piece of shit But I’mma still give you good dick And you say I’m a piece of shit But I’mma still give you good dick And you say I’m a piece of shit But I’mma still give you good dick Hold up, hold up It’s not the right time Slow up, slow up Hold up, hold up It’s not the right time Slow up, slow up Hold up, hold up It’s not the right time Slow up, slow up Hold up, hold up It’s not the right time Slow up, slow up I just get in the way I just get in the way I just get in the way I just get in the way I just get in the way I just get in the way I just get in the way I just get in the way

She’s fine, she’s fine, she’s fine yeah She’s fine, she’s fine, she’s fine yeah At least I got her out in time Before it detonates Before she detonates Before we detonate Before it detonates Before we detonate, detonate, detonate You call it love I call it walking blind folded through a minefield What do I do when I just want to watch reruns of Seinfeld I’m chill, but not like refrigerators More like that couple months before you ask are we dating The bad guy sets the timer on the briefcase for detonation Like Arnold Schwarzenegger get to the chopper evacuations are ensued Prepack a box for sweaters for all the shit that I’ll lend you Money that we’ll spend to show tokens of affection Started with some drinks that bought you because erections I don’t want no step kids, shit I don’t want no kids at all I’d probably be late picking them up from school Should’ve known it’d go up in smoke the moment you hit the jewel Your friends think I’m tool, well partially cuz it’s true I’m probably too honest for my own good you see I just like the truth, Before I’m a different me and I say it isn’t you Let’s run away in slow motion so we can just skip the boom Before it detonates Before she detonates Before we detonate Before it detonates Before we detonate, detonate, detonate

I dream on, I’m dream on And they all start fading away I dream on, I’m dream on And we all got caught in the wave I dream on, I’m dream on And they all start fading away I dream on, I’m dream on And we all got caught in the wave My girl loves to call my phone when I’m asleep (caught in the wave) I wake up wonder where she’s gone (caught in the wave) That’s why I put my heart under my pillow In hopes to catch her when she roams My girl loves to call my phone when I’m asleep I wake up wonder where she’s gone Lately I put my heart under my pillow In hopes to catch her when she roams I’m a knight I live by the sword Or maybe a samurai Everything’s your’s Be my butterfly Caught in the allure Would you care if I Rest upon your shores My girl loves to call my phone when I’m asleep I wake up wonder where she’s gone That’s why I put my heart under my pillow In hopes to catch her when she roams Girl of my dreams Do you exist just to taunt me? I resist many I mean it’s daunting That they’ll never be anything like you I may be being a little unrealistic But if reality’s a fallacy In which our hearts are a casualty I’d rather be fake with you My favorite waves hit me in my sleep My favorite waves hit me in my sleep But I can’t fucking sleep As I imagine lives, with women that I’ll never live You want a part of me that I’ll never give Think I’m afraid that you’ll be the one Think I’m afraid that my dreams are done Fuck reality, gravity Rather the fallacy Casually sabotaging my love And this saddens me Saddens me Saddens me

Awesome I’ve been in the creek like Dawson I got the physique of a martian I be with freaks and odd ones Awesome You could never see what it cost em I threw my receipts in the garbage Watch the way you speak when you talking Say my peace, NYC, won’t let me go Life ain’t free, I like me, don’t need your vote Say my peace, NYC, won’t let me go Life ain’t free, I like me, you punk ass hoe One step for weirdos One leap for mankind Fucked up my barber He fucked up my hairline Spent my whole 20s just tryna get airtime These labels, these fables Can suck dick don’t care I’m a freak I look out for me Ain’t no politician I’m not practicing a speech I’m far from the Christian that my mother raised to be All this liquor got me pissing out responsibilities OMG that’s so awesome Got some fantasies Kate Moss and Katniss Everdeen wait pause it Look like Mr. Clean on my bald shit I guess I’m evolving I get feeling these niggas ain’t willing To do what do what everyday I’ll play the role of the villain and blow up the building To show them that we not the same There’s no controlling the children They go with the feeling Cuz they gotta carry the flame Would you please get the fuck outta my way? Would you please get the fuck outta my way? You are just a child Chew all your spinach Don’t chu ever bow Ou wow you’re timid Focus on the now Loose all the gimmicks Don’t you ever smile Who called the dentist? Awesome, I’ve been in the creek like Dawson I got the physique of a martian I be with freaks and odd ones Awesome, You could never see what it cost em I threw my receipts in the garbage Watch the way you speak when you talking Say my peace, NYC, won’t let me go Life ain’t free, I like me, don’t need your vote Say my peace, NYC, won’t let me go Life ain’t free, I like me, you punk ass hoe

I think I fear way too much Electrified by things I touch I’m scared to die probably because If life isn’t fair, death’s doomed Desperate for things to love I hold no views, I cling to trust Can’t help but think I’ve seen too much, too soon I think I might Have the tears of a thug I don’t cry Diamonds dancing in the moon let em shine Inside I hope I am not alone But who the hell am I I think I’m afraid to pull off the disguise Hit the plug, for drugs, I don’t like It’s hard to find the point Be my inspiration if ever fall down As I flee from maturation I got hella more miles I can see the saturation weighing heavy on my soul Red light, green light, red light, go I don’t I think I’ll ever know Why I push away the ones so close Please just stay behind the ropes I’ll probably die alone I admit, I am full of shit I don’t wanna quit As a kid, was so innocent Now I circumvent With a spliff, liquor in my piss Pussy on my dick Tattoo tears, I don’t wanna cry I’ll look like a bitch I don’t know God Sometimes I pray though I think it’s odd that we all need a fable To feel alright When everything wrong I hate that I cannot be strong I think I fear way too much I’m petrified by things I touch I’m scared to die probably because If life isn’t fair, death’s doomed Desperate for things to love I hold no views, I cling to trust Can’t help but think I’ve seen too much, too soon I think I might Have the tears of a thug I don’t cry Diamonds dancing in the moon let em shine Inside I hope I am not alone But who the hell am I I think I’m afraid to pull off the disguise Hit the plug, for drugs, I don’t like It’s hard to find the point

Lost for no reason Wasn’t I decent Who decides Depart without leaving Love is not even do or die Finally breathing Took you for granted, Caroline What is the meaning Some of us sleeping Through the ride It’s never the season Accustomed to bleeding You don't mind In search of cohesion We live like Phoenicians, purple dye Fools we love, fools we die Fools we trust, fools we lie It’s ok to not be alright Fools we love, fools we die Fools we trust, fools we try We’re all just a bunch of fools In the middle it was us Things were falling down, the crown And kingdom was a bust Remember the game with the sticks Well I’m sick of picking em up Crazy, all this sauce and she hates me All this sauce is fugazi It’s ok to feel, it’s ok fight It’s your heart to break Keep her heart in mind I don’t got to pray To know what’s devine to me Dreams of starting a family Dreams of living polyamory Get a car we can share it You could probably sell your camry Double down on a nanny It could never be perfect It should only be lucite Boohoo endings are in sight What is love’s definition Well you’re mine for the night Idolizing something fake Idol lives I swear it’s fake Right size didn’t suit me Living with my mother Used to watch Hugh Grant movies Till the TV turned off What a shock to me It’s alright, it’s alright No one's wrong, no one's wrong Live your life, live your life Fools we love, fools we die Fools we trust, fools we lie It’s ok to not be alright Fools we love, fools we die Fools we trust, fools we try It’s ok to not be alright Fools we love, fools we die Fools we trust, fools we lie It’s ok to not be alright Fools we love, fools we die Fools we trust, fools we try It’s ok to not be alright

It’s far too much You hate your life It’s obvious Don’t take your time In God you trust You pray for signs At odds you rush A fading prime It’s the light Maybe you’re afraid of the night, yeah Let it cool down, yeah Don’t nobody want when it’s right, yeah Get your roll on Why you still waiting life goes on Gotta dance it out even when it goes wrong Another half an hour you ain’t gotta go home, yeah Tell me if it’s on your mind You can tell me if it’s on your mind, yeah It’ll all be fine I can tell you it’ll all be fine Tell me if it’s on your mind You can tell me if it’s on your mind Yeah, yeah, yeah Depressed at club You plan to drink away You just need some dick Yeah that’s what your friends would say Took a couple pics Leg up with a kissy face A long way from home New York City’s a different ape You wait for your song You tryna get right Your friends swear they know you Cock blocking your type For a nigga with height Or a nigga with hype But you just want someone nice It’s far too much You hate your life It’s obvious Don’t take your time In God you trust You pray for signs At odds you rush A fading prime

What I really wanna be Is it right in front me Just keep hiding imma seek Just stay silent imma speak What I really wanna be Is it right in front me Just keep hiding imma seek Just stay silent imma speak Learning how to hold on Bald headed nigga out here looking like Frozone I admit that I was caught in my emotions Life’s comes in layers be prepared for the ozone Can you put me back where you found me Maybe I was better off drowning Maybe I was better off Never stepping foot out Rhode Island There is no going back to small things, it’s too late Looking at the sky and it’s cloudy Everybody walking round pouting Get yourself together, it’s a now thing No ones really special But I guess you have to crown Kings So I’mma live my life to the fullest Until I’m poor I ain’t hiding the footage Open the door or I’m sliding my foot in I’m self absorbed everybody is putting Themselves first why imply that I shouldn’t I, wonder If it’s just a light thunder It haunts me in my slumber I don’t know how to chill I, wonder If I’m just too nice for comfort Everyone seems like they under Stand something that I have yet to feel What I really wanna be Is it right in front me Just keep hiding imma seek Just stay silent imma speak What I really wanna be Is it right in front me Just keep hiding imma seek Just stay silent imma speak What I really wanna be Is it right in front me Just keep hiding imma seek Just stay silent imma speak What I really wanna be Is it right in front me Just keep hiding imma seek Just keep silent imma speak

Looking for the fountain Looking for the fountain Pain in my 20s Free now, free now Learn to love everything I’ve been on a mountain Running out of days here I don’t know who’s counting Looking for the fountain Of youth cuz I’ve felt so much pain in my 20s But I am free now, the story has been told My pain is yours now to carry I hope It provides clarity, learn to love everything And you say, you say, you say And you say, you say, you say And you say, you say, you say You say You say You say, you say, you say Learn to love everything You say And you say And you say You say